014 「清醒梦」乔晓萌:Separation Anxiety

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「主播与诗」由播客先声作为主理人,每期会邀请主播读诗的节目。节目每周六10点更新~
第十四期节目,我们邀请了「清醒梦」的主播乔晓萌,她读的诗是Catherine Webb 的 Separation Anxiety
Separation Anxiety
作者:Catherine Webb
It is no use staying
as I will only have to leave.
Being attached to you
fills me with pain and an insatiable need
A reminder of what could have been,
should have been
But will never be again,
and again,
and again
Out pours grief from the core
a dependency I abhor
but crave deeply as if I truly were small.
Four again and sitting on your knee
Won't you put me out of my misery.
What kind of thirty something can I be,
whilst caught up in infantile fantasies.
Still looking for someone to mother me.
I could draw your absence with my pen,
but how can I conjure your presence just the same.
I'm fighting daemons in my sleep
a battle to the death.
It's as if life is on freeze
and I am sat waiting,
huddled and holding my breath.
The presence of your absence encases me.
Catherine Webb,在儿童慈善公司 Kids Companay 担任个案经理,同时在机构 Terapia 作为儿童青少年咨询师工作;研究兴趣包括依恋、创伤、解离。
「清醒梦」,是一档由一群心理动力学咨询师发起的播客节目,我们尝试为当下中国的诸多议题,以及日常生活的方方面面提供一个精神分析的视角。
最后,如果你也是主播,喜欢读诗的话,欢迎你也能参与这个播客哦~

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