How have our boundaries changed after the deaths of our children? Do we relate to people differently? In this episode, we discuss ways in which our perspectives of what's important have changed. Friendships change, and the way we connect and communicate change. We talk about what's of value now.由DeAnne & Astrid

Both of our sons died from a drug overdose. In the immediate aftermath, besides asking ourselves how this could have happened, what do we do to try to understand it? Is it helpful to go through their personal things? Is it helpful to try to identify what they were feeling? Weirdly, are they ok? Do we try to know where they are now?…

One of us has a kid in a bag. The other has hers in a box. We start a conversation about what we've done with the ashes of our children after they've died. Is there a right answer? How do we relate to what remains? Literally.由DeAnne & Astrid

Following up on the previous episode, The Mind-Body Connection, we explore the effects of "cracking open" and allowing ourselves to soften in our grief. What happens when we lower our protective barriers and explore what we find there? We look at other avenues of connection and think about what we're willing and able to do in this present moment. W…

Today we explore the mind-body connection and what that means for us. Neither of us had ever explored this before our children died. What is it? How does it work? How does it help? Can we use the mind-body connection to connect to our children in a way that's meaningful?由DeAnne & Astrid

We spent the first six episodes lightly touching on the details of our children's deaths. In this episode we ask, why did we do that? What is the benefit of sharing the particulars? What does it mean to have to work through the details of that day? As it says in the title, we're in it now. We are diving in.…

How do you share the news of what happened to your child? What happens when you share a deep loss with others? Here's a first look. Our stories might change over time.由DeAnne & Astrid

Weirdly, we sometimes find ourselves still trying to meet social expectations even after the worst has just happened. Why do we do this and what have we learned?由DeAnne & Astrid

In the lead up to talking about the day Garrett died, we chat about how we sometimes start our day. The shower sets the tone.由DeAnne & Astrid

We explore the immediate aftermath of Nicholas' death. How do you navigate the world when this happens?由DeAnne & Astrid

How do you know when things got started? How do you know when there's a problem?由DeAnne & Astrid

We introduce ourselves and start talking about our kids, and how this kind of death explodes your world.由DeAnne & Astrid