Some truth about me & how you get what you’re looking for in life.

Kimmybholcomb - Podcast

Podcast on some of my truth and what I think about how you find what you’re looking for. So let’s start with being lost in Delaware. I felt empty like I had no purpose in life but I knew it was out there. I worked & it was just working for money spending it because I was bored I eventually signed up with the National Guard because I wanted to do more in life, push myself, challenge myself, I love to work out & want to travel. I was working my life away and hadnt done enough “trying” (that’s how you find what you wanna do if you’re not sure of it) I was lost in life, had no idea what I wanted to do and felt trapped in DE. I wanted something that had a bigger picture, & an amazing purpose (fighting for ur country is a cool purpose needless to say). I learned more about it and did National Gurd instead of active duty for selfish reasons, because I wanted to be able to choose where I lived. I couldnt imagine being placed in Kansas, or somewhere in the middle of the US when I have so many entertainment related desires. I chose the MOS (job) that I chose because if I was going to do it, i wanted to do something combat where I would learn a lot tactical related. Its crazy how god works because I moved to Cali right after basic training because it gave me the kick in the ass I needed, and I got attached to a unit that is deploying. And its just amazing how things workout sometimes. #thankful I really feel like you get what you look for in life. If you look at the news about racism about me too about everyone hating on what’s going on in America you’ll find it. There’s plenty of it. If you look for positive content, for opportunity, for people being good people. You’ll find that shit. Dont waste any of your time looking for the wrong things. If you find out they’re wrong its barely a loss, it’s a gain. Its knowledge. That’s what you need. Being told NO & mistakes, and failures. Is all knowledge. Knowing that one road doesnt work or doesnt fit who you are sealsthe deal and makes you search more narrow like you’re shopping for a car and you realize eh I dont like the way it drives, how low it is, a sun roof. Some knowledge we have intuition about it but some we have to go out in the field and find it out for ourselves.